I have recently felt as if I'm just floating through my life. But the dream I had last night, was so hyper-real and vivid that the feeling has gone. I know I dream every night but I don't usually remember my dreams. This particular dream was special, it's amazing how powerful the human mind and it's ability to imagine can be. Unlike the previous exam seasons I've had before, I am under an enormous amount of pressure this time round. Revision is anything but easy, I find it hard to focus and I am never sure if the notes I make and read are retained in my stretched memory. I know that I have to get into Royal Holloway University now, there really isn't any going back. I have imagined myself there so many times that I can't really be spending the next three years of my life elsewhere without feeling like a failure. I wonder if my dream was based on some past memory, that's not worth thinking about. I had some horrible experiences with girls in my teenage years. Who hasn't right?
Pascal x
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